Today for the whole day I didn't do well. Made a few mistakes at work and bad feelings attacked me so badly. I'm soooo tired!Have been mentally torturing myself for the whole day, I need rest. At times, when we deal with those experienced workers, as a trainee, we really don't have the stand to do anything. They ignored our words. No more you tube for me here. It was one of my most entertaining site. I miss you...
*************************************************************************************************** Today wayne told me that he'll appreciate the coming six weeks so deadly cos after we leave he'll be alone in the lab for the whole afternoon. Will I have the post-leaving syndrome as well??
*************************************************************************************************** Few days back, due to my clumsiness I caused a small accident at work. Before the accident happened, at the same position, I visualized the senarios in my mind and warned myself not to do it that way to prevent the occurence. But I take thing for granted and caused so much inconvenience.
I carried the 2 litres bottles into the lab for weight and temperature check. Then I returned them to the filling station after I'd done. When I standed beside the station and passed the bottles to the operator, my mind was visualising the senario. I misplaced the bottles and slamed on the startup button of the machine which just beside the place that I left my bottles. It caused double filling, the sauces spilled and the surronding became so messy. It was just in such a chaotic situation. I was in relief after I woke up from the mind wandering and walked back to the lab.
Half an hour later, when I did another weight check, may be I was too tired or not concentrating, the senario which was just in my mind half an hour ago happened in the reality. Everything was following exactly what I'd visualised. I'd no time to think and response at that time cos I was busying clean up the mess. Nobody really scolded me for being so clumsy but I felt so sorry and so bad. It ruined my mood of the day. And the cleaning task was horrible.
I was thinking, how could it be happened? Why was that in my mind before the occurent? Have you ever encountered this kind of situation where the whole process was playing in your mind before an incident???
I had similar situation happened in my childhood as well where I envisioned myself from jumping off the table and wounded myself on the knee. I'd even forseen the image of my wound. It's kind of terrifying experience and the whole situation still replaying in my mind vividly.
Years after, It happened again. I could not give myself a good reason to explain it. Can you???
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