Thursday, March 15, 2007
Home alone
It's thursday night, supposedly I should be with them at the badminton court but I chose to spend a leisurely night which I could have my own sweet time for anything. It's not that I'm being anti-social and whatsoever, just that we do need some privacy times and freedom to do whatever we like cuz living together with others sometimes you will lost the freedom and to follow the majority.
I'm easy going but I do think that every single of us live life differently. Living together as housemate or whatsoever is not an easy task and i knew the fact so well since I was still a kid . Years back in the childhood time, my family used to share a house with my relatives due to their house was gone in a fire. Even we are pretty close relatives, quarrels and misunderstanding did happen under the same roof. It was a sad memory for me but luckily things changed when they moved and the relatioship went back to the normal.
I think i'm still way too conservative in everything. I keep telling myself I need to meet more new people and explore the world. However, right now, at this moment, I reckon I'm still a very dependent person, on friends and family. And I still cant think out of the box. And I feel not contented without new knowledge. I seriously need some motivation to boast up my confidence and start all over a new me.
It's autumn now and i could feel the changed in weather. The breeze is cooling and I need a jumper to keep me warm!
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