Yesterday. I’ve spent the whole day at home cooking for Sunday lunch and dinner and Monday lunch. We cooked porridge for lunch, those with dried shitake mushroom, dried scallop and dried shrimp and pork, sprinkle a bit of shallots (we called it spring onion there) and garlic oil. Hmmm…I think that’s my style of cooking congee. We had a late lunch as it takes quite a bit of times to cook the porridge. Wayne said this was the first time he ate this type of porridge. Guess what. We ate porridge in the hot summer afternoon. Gees…what a mismatch! We should have just cooked soba noodles with ice cube on it. Hmmm…hope it won’t be too bad anyway. After an hour of our lunch, we started to cook dinner. Hahaz…Yeah we’ve been cooking for the whole day.
I didn’t do much thing, laundry, reading grocery papers from all the supermarkets and looking for good deal. Sounds like ‘obasan’ hei…precisely! Cuz I’ve low budget. The company should have known that the allowance is just enough for us to eat rabbit meal. Hahaz… Should have just told the lady boss, it’s definitely not enough!! I’ll feedback to them and may be it could benefit the next intern.
The night is getting colder after dawn. Not even needed a fan and yet I’m having my long pants on. I guess I’d just die during winter time. I’d just watched “step up”. It was a nice show. I don’t know whether is the story line or the enthusiasm on dance that touched my feelings. It led me to the memories that were hidding somewhere in my mind. I realize I love dancing so much too. However, we tend to forget what we like and what we interested in. we keep doing things that we don’t like and struggling for surviving. What a cruel fact!
Listening to canon in D, it even brought me to somewhere far which I could not reach myself. In reality, sometimes we can’t do things that we like, we can’t follow our own path; we keep following others and eventually we lost our destination. Come to think of it, I’ve been doing nothing for my entire life. I keep asking myself what would my future be. Would I satisfy with the routine work? What should I do to make life more meaningful and better?
I have nothing in my mind. Probably, I’ll be just looking for a stable job after IA and settle down.